Happy New Year!!!!!
I've been sporadic and less frequent with 'inspirations' .. because of traveling, working and celebrating!
This blog has 2 parts: Recap + Revelation.
If you're reading this, I have prayed that God touches your life with His love, truth, mercy and grace ~
blessing you throughout 2011.
RECAP!
2010 wrapped up with lots of good things in December. A couple of the events and blessings ..
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Tucson ~ I wasn't exactly sure how 4 days of sales presentations and role plays in Arizona would be since it was my first national meeting with my company .. It turned out to be not only informative! but we had some fun on the side ..The last night was a western-themed celebration dinner that took me back to my Tennessee roots as the live country band played some familiar songs .. and I joined my team for a black+white saloon photo ~ have always wanted to do that :).. Betsy & I snapped our own pic:
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Tennessee ~ I spent several days with my sister, Christy, bro n law, Michael, and 3 baby nieces! Marion, Macy, and Meryl -- the princesses :). We played dress up, hide & seek, danced to Christmas music, sang lots of Dora songs, had tea parties .. the rest of the family and I watched movies, cooked, talked into the wee hours of the morning, sipped hot chocolate, shopped and laughed a lot. They traded in Michael's 11 y/o college Malibu "Betsy" :'( .. for a new ride. He also recently started a new job .. it was a blessing to spend Christmas and ring in 2011 with them in their new house in a new city!
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the "new christy + hailey" |
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5 mths old already! |
As I reflect on 2010, I can see how much things changed in my life. And I cannot for a second give myself any glory. I sought to know God more, I had a hunger to understand Him, His Word, and His Son on a newer level. His Word is true ~ Draw near to me and I will draw near to you. (James 4:8). What an awesome companion He is!
I moved into a new apartment, started a new job, made new friends, got a new baby niece!, reached a new level with running, traveled a new distance - abroad!
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First full marathon - 2500th anniv of original race in Athens |
started writing a new book .. and blog...
I greeted new days with sunrises with some of my sisters down here:)
and read some amazing new books - my top three:
The year ended with a new position in my company -- I got a promotion.
Thus, my theme for the year, a pair of verses:
Isaiah 43:19, "See, I am doing a new thing!" + Rev 21:5, "I am making everything new!"
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result of it all over time: a new heart and passion for my Savior - Jesus is the
reason for it all. I couldn't see where I was going or what was next .. I tried to live day by day as things kept changing and stood by faith on:
Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight.
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REVELATION!
My favorite discovery in 2010: connecting Healing, Hope, and Heaven
HEALING. The story.
It began at age 10 when I broke my right arm in gymnastics, undergoing 2 surgeries, fascinated by the whole experience (other than the initial pain..) -- Spending days in a hospital, making frequent visits to the orthopedic surgeon's office, getting a cast -- something stirred and inspired me. I vividly remember turning to my mom in the waiting room asking what exactly was my doctor's specialty and when she told me, I confidently declared "that's what I'm going to be someday."
That passion moved me every time I'd find myself in a hospital thereafter .. I felt at home somehow! I shadowed physicians throughout high school and college. I studied science in undergrad and felt as though 3-1/2 years flew by .. After graduating I registered for a Kaplan course which prepped me for three months for the MCAT. I was ready that fall, moved to Nashville, got a job at a doctors office, and reviewed for the January '05 test. When the time came for the test registration I couldn't do it. I prayed, fretted, and waited for an answer on the feeling I had in the pit of my stomach. I knew after some time it was not the Lord's will for me to go to med school. I had never considered anything other than being a doctor. I wondered what in the world I'd do with a biology degree and no career plan.
Still working at the doctor's office, I considered medical sales and applied to a company that was one of our main vendors. I sold supplies, medicines, and equipment for 3 years then took time off in 2008 to consider God's will for my life, and found myself relocating to Miami and getting back into the field.
Eighteen years have passed since that day it all started when I was taken by ambulance to the hospital with a messed up ulna! ~ and what I discovered in 2010 as I spent many hours in the operating room observing surgery and selling devices, and still at times considering my pursuit of becoming a doctor, is: my true passion is for healing.
When I think back to those days in the hospital + months of physical therapy I remember the cards, care, and comfort I received from family, friends and nurses. Becoming a christian just the year before, I felt the Lord's presence in a new way during that time of pain and suffering .. this verse below (2 Cor 1:3-10) fits:
Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God .. It is for your comfort, which produces in you patient endurance of the same sufferings we suffer .. this happened so that we may not rely on ourselves but on God .. who will deliver us .. On Him we have set our hope that He will continue to deliver us ..
I developed patience, endurance and a sense of how to cope with suffering through that experience that since has allowed me to offer comfort to others in their times of need.
It came full circle this year when a miracle happened. The dots connected!
I had only seen prayer over debilitated people a few times on TV growing up and was skeptical. Maybe I was scared and didn't understand. As I sought to know Jesus more last year I studied His life and miracles in depth. I revisited the stories I had read before and saw that my faith needed a boost. He healed people - a man with leprosy, Peter's mother-in-law, a paralyzed man, a woman with bleeding, a mute, demon-possessed man, a deaf mute man, a crippled woman, a sick man at the pool of Bethesda, a blind man* .. (references below). Someone asked at church one Sunday if anyone needed prayer for a medical condition. I had just left my doctor's office 4 days prior, having my blood drawn to check on a condition I was told I'd have the rest of my life. I still asked for prayer and in faith believed I was healed. When I returned to the office 3 days later to get the test results, the staff there were in a panic because no one could find my results - after checking with the lab, they learned my blood samples were lost 'somehow.' The office manager followed by the doctor came to apologize and I told her I was actually happy to have it drawn again. When I returned the following week I was completely clear. No trace. She insisted to take a tissue sample. I returned the next week to find the same result. Clear.
Luke 1:37 ~ For nothing is impossible with God.
Matt 21:22 ~ If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer.
Praise God.
I then studied how Jesus healed in other ways ~ emotionally and spiritually. During His life on earth He restored hope to the lost and broken-hearted, He released the oppressed, He cared for widows, orphans, the poor .. He drove out fear with perfect love, He protected the persecuted, He replaced confusion with peace, He gave strength to the weak and stripped guilt from the shamed. That only scratches the surface of His 33 years here. And because He laid His life down for us so that we may be forgiven of our sins and have eternal life in heaven with our Father when we believe in Him, He also offers freedom.
A new life! New beginnings. When we believe.
I was healed physically, emotionally and spiritually in 2010 as I was reminded and learned more about the Man who I have laid my life down for .. to follow Him. And now understand the Source of why I've always been drawn to healing.
As the changes took place, my hope grew. As I considered what I'm waiting for, I decided more than another trip, accomplishing goals, living out MY dreams, reunions with my family, or a spouse, I am waiting on the return of Christ (Rev 22:20). I was reminded that what we're waiting for is what we're living for. And I now connect healing, hope, and heaven ~ because as He healed me, my hope in Him grew, and my true hope is the amazing day when I enter a new life in a new world that is perfect and innocent -- eternity with my Heavenly Father.
"For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son,
that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life."
My favorite verse, John 3:16.
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Cheers!
hailey
(miracles: Matthew 8:2-4, Luke 4:38-39, Mark 2:3-12, Matthew 9:20-22, 32-33, Mark 7:31-37, Luke 13:11-13, John 5:1-9)
If my people, who are called by my name, will
humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn
from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven and
forgive their sin and will heal their land.
2 Chronicles 7:14